Some days I feel religious other days not so much, just interesting to me. I like listening about other religions and watching people partake in their religious ceremonies or beliefs. I find it interesting to watch and learn about them. I find it even more interesting when I learn about orthodox Jews, and the different kinds of Jews like the ones that are exactly to the book, or ones like me that are reformed and barely know a thing about being Jewish just the basics and stereotypes. Which would be a lie because I’m not even sure I’m 100% up to date with all the Jewish stereotypes lol. I make a terrible jew, sometimes I even wonder if I should continue calling myself Jewish. I have been inside more churches than temples in my life. But there’s something about being Jewish that I love. Even though I don’t practice it or anything, I can’t imagine being anything else. I respect everyone else and their beliefs but…. I really wouldn’t change anything about me or my beliefs. Perhaps knowing more about being Jewish would be better but really, not entirely my fault, my parents sent me to Hebrew school when I was going through puberty in 6th grade, a time where it really didn’t matter to me lol. So I never did get bat-mitzvahed, but I would love a Jewish wedding and for my children to at least know the Jewish beliefs better than me, even if when they grow older they decide not to believe in that or anything for that matter. It seems stuck to me now for traditional purposes. But I love watching movies about traditional or orthodox Jews. Truly interesting, watch arranged! :) food for thought: if a person really does go to heaven after death, what would happen if a person got married and the partner they love dies. After a few years or so they get married to another person they love. Then they both die and now the person meets with their original lover. Are they polygamist now? Some religions look down upon it and say they go to hell for it. But does that count after death? And did that person cheat on their original partner? Food for thought..,.
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Today started off normal get up go to work. Halfway through I’m reading an Easter story to my students finish the book and then it hits me. I blacked out for 2 seconds room begins to spin. My co worker asks if I need water I drink some, it doesn’t help. I eat some doritos, that doesn’t help either. Next thing I know I’m in the office waiting for roman to pick me up because I was too dizzy and lightheaded to drive myself home. I get home and my mom arrives at the house. At first they say to take me to the hospital, I hate hospitals but then they decide paramedics… My body was shaking room was spinning like crazy, hands and feet were clammy. And nausea from the spinning began to take over. Paramedics claimed I was fine other than a low sugar level. After about 2 hours the dizziness began going away but it didn’t fully go away till around 5 or 6 but even then when I would get up I would feel lightheaded again. I ate some more food and I’m feeling a lot better but let’s see if I go in tomorrow to work, still feeling slight lightheadedness. I couldn’t have gone through today without everyones help especially Romans. Thank u baby <3 tomorrow doctors appointment to see what’s wrong with my head… >.<
Feeling really shitty atm. Not gonna say why because this is the Internet, just wanting to vent on how stupid some people can really be… In general I have pretty strong beliefs on certain things, what people do in their lives isnt my problem but that doesn’t mean I can’t have my own opinion on it. Will they listen to it maybe, or maybe not. Is it affecting me… I hope not, maybe I am like some and do bad things in times of stress or perhaps its a coincidence that certain choices I’m making happen to be around the time others in my life are making their own choices as well. I hate being lied to and knowing I’m being lied to. Just tell me the truth, show me the same respect I show u. Anyway back to work now….
meap…. after an awesome lunch with suzi and lauren, i decided that i needed to go visit my grandfathers grave for his 2 year death anniversary i guess you can call it, i couldnt make it the actual weekend on the 27th due to time complications etc…. *cough* roman *cough* jk babe <3. so me and my epicness of a wife go to the grave together and i insisted she stayed in the car. but no she is so epic she got out of the car with me. i had only one umbrella and thus she proves her epicness even more. i gave her the umbrella to use while i got wet (it was a small umbrella) but NO, she insisted to get wet with me… so we both epically got soaked and she is my fucking bffl for more than life! i owez her…. i lovez u!!!!!!!! :D most epic best friend ever!….. but now i have to go to class…. and i dont wanna….. mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I never actually did go through with my funny yet evil but witty April fools joke.. What a shame…. Roman was too much of a distraction….. That and my phase 2 homework I forgot about…. But at least I got credit =) had lots of fun at the fair. It’s truly interesting how different things were a year ago. And how much better my life is. Who would have thunk it…. Now just relaxing under my tiki hut, enjoying my thinking spot. I’m actually really glad I got this blog thing. Even though no one will read it. (it’s actually funny I said that in my head with Melvin’s voice from hitchhikers) little accents happen often in my head…. I wonder why….. Meap….. I like writing my thoughts…. Very interesting….. Bye now
regular day nothing really popping out at me at the moment. went to work (normal) went home napped, (kinda still getting over the stomach thing i had the other day…) been watching this show on netflix called “spice and wolf” pretty good so far…. up to episode 4….. went out to eat with my girlfriends at ale house! teh awesomeness!!! wooot!!!!!!!
